July 28th, 2008 by jiesun07
Another wakeful night, I rouse
Restless, from my dreams
The pillow beside me empty,
Forlorn in the moon’s pale light.
Its glow illuminates, or so it seems
That aching space within my heart.
Filled once, overflowing, for love of you
Memories of touching; searching, seeking
Our two mouths hungering for each other.
I turn, at a sound, but it’s only echoes
Of my desires, so strong, that I heard speaking.
Agony, in knowledge, the truth that you’re gone
You, for whom my soul was meant.
Tears course down my cheeks, unchecked
Words spoken in anger we cannot take back
Create my private hell, my own torment.
The moon, cold orb, uncaring of my sorrow
Continues its arc through the night sky.
Its journey into a dawning tomorrow
Gives no warmth to ease the pain in my cry.
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July 28th, 2008 by jiesun07
I close my eyes and think of you,
But all I feel is pain,
My heart and soul are freezing cold,
Because I’m standing in the rain.
The rain of all my sorrows,
The rain of my dark past,
The rain that always reminds me,
Of scars that will always last.
Screaming, ripping, tearing,
At my broken soul,
Trying so hard to understand,
Why my heart is so cold.
I think I know the reason,
Why I am so cold,
The reason for all the emptiness,
Is because you make me whole.
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July 28th, 2008 by jiesun07
It kills me to say this but one day I know
Will come a time when I must let you go
The time will come and I always knew it
And no matter how it hurts me I must do it
I must smile and let you walk away
But I don’t want to think about that day
I want to love you all I can
Want to dream you’ll always be my man
Want to hold you every night
Want to pretend it’s all alright
So I put on my blinkers and do not see
I just want to hold you close to me
Want to make memories to never forget
Want to take of you all I can get
Want to look back one day on this time spent with you
And smile and remember that I once loved you
And when I remember I want to be glad
That this was the best time that I ever had
I will treasure each moment, every kiss, every touch
So that when you are gone I won’t miss you as much
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